It’s been so hard to do anything but the bare minimum. It’s harder too because our son is not old enough to understand what’s happening so we have to uphold a sense of normalcy in this very not normal time. That means no long ranting sessions, no cathartic sobbing in the corner, no screaming lol. Just fighting the anxiety day to day and creating a calm place for him while my insides are churning. This week is somewhat better but the first two were hard. I attempted to finish this butterfly in those two weeks and it didn’t quite fit in with my existential crisis. You can see the left side is calm, neat, and smooth while the right side is jittery and wondering what’s the point and do I really have any time left on this earth but do any of us really???? I pretty much stabbed it until it became a little warped and I’m taking it as a little experiment in anxiety. I hope everyone is taking this time to reflect on what really matters and what you want to leave on this world. #needlefelting #anxiety #needlefelted #butterfly #existentialcrisis #crafting (at Vancouver, Washington)
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